picture updates

Picture time!!!

My outing with Dee n Jerm!! Background yg menggelikan...haha. Fun nite, saw a muvi and makan ayam!:

Me n Jerm yg sepadan tanpa dirancang :P

Ayam yg dimakan pada malam tersebut:

Hadiah bday dari mak...tu pun gi pilih kat shop haha :)

My first handbag and first skirt ever! (well, maybe not ever, coz I think I wore skirt when I was little!)

Pic of my handbag taken at Kenny Rogers. Patutnye amek gamba fud...apolah aku ni



Pesta posing aku n handbag!



Semua ni amek mase abis shoping...bukan mase shoping!

Ni da dalam bilik...hoho

Ni lil bro aku, Syafiq aka Bubble. Dia pun nak amek gambo gak...coz die lagik camwhore dari aku hohoho

And lastly, my cats!!


My little tiger, Baby:

My grumpy ol cat, Abu aka Pak Abu:

p/s: Wah penat betul post gambo2 ni ye? Berpeluh2 aku dibuatnye.. Well that explains why I didn't do this more often!! :P

my life as the m word

Someone please make me an apron,

coz I think I'm officially the maid of the house!

I made dinner tonite..all of it. I cooked grilled salmon, coleslaw and sup bayam n tofu.

I even got some criticisms...which broke my heart...huhu.

The salmon was dry, and not salty enough. My bro said, "ko punye salmon tak sama ngan mak punye la.."

HUHU

The coleslaw is the first time I made it. I've never made coleslaw before in my life. And it's disaster!! I dunno..it doesn't taste like KFC or Kenny Roger's coleslaw. I dunnooo what I did wrong! I hate the taste of raw cabbage!

HUHU

The sup sayur was for mom only, and she didn't complain when she ate it, so I think it was ok. The bayams was 80% gone bad already...that's why it's only for mom coz after saving the good leaves, tinggal seciput je left. But when I was cooking, she walked in the kitchen just as I struggled to pull the frozen shrimps apart. "Hmm naper tak prepare kuarkan udang awal2?? Tak de preparation.." Bukannye aku tak prepare, but it was a last minute decision to put in shrimps in the soup!

HUHU

So, disaster dinner nite...

I just wanna be a perfect cook..

HUHU

wishlist

Dengan tak malunye, aku mempersembahkan:

My Wishlist!

- Handphone baru (ni da lebih ni! :P)

- Sarung handphone

- Keychains yg cute

- Handbag...haha

- Cute notebooks

- Novels or Songbooks :)

- Food (belanje aku makan, takkan fail punye!)

- Your thoughts :)

So kamon guys! Do you wanna get me anything? Hoho :P

Woot woot!

It's my birthday! Woot woot!
I want presents!

Someone take me away pleaseee????!!

I'm fucking bored out of my mind!!!

Baru je 2 hari duk umah...da camni kes...

Hhuhuhuuuuuuuuuuuu

hmm?

Saya berjaya menghantar esemen pada pukul 4.00 ptg. Tapi sangat penat dan rushing kerana papa saya dah tunggu kat luar untuk ambil saya balik ke rumah. Terpaksa suruh papa singgah ke fakulti untuk hantar esemen tersebut. Hu Hu.

Mengapakah saya suka menangguhkan kerja? Suka membuli diri sendiri... :(

Tapi dengan membuat kerja last minit, kerja saya siap dengan cepat dan berkualiti...hmm?

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I'm back at home!!!!!!

Cuti satu minggu!!!

My birthday is in the holiday week!!!

Yeay 3x!!!!!

last night??1!!!

WOwwow last night were a blast! I can't stop smiling :)

Thanks you guys!! (Jerm n Dee)

I'll post about it later la...I'm doing my assignments now actually...huhu have to pass up at 4 PM!

my first stream of conciousnessssss

HOHOhO I just woke up!!

And I wanna write something.

I need a filler post!!

Hmm, last night's dream wasn't memorable. All I remember now is me realizing that my bedpost is dusty. That could easily be in real life!

You know, the sooner we recall our dreams, the clearer it gets. If you put it off, like me, you tend to lose the dream little by little.

I have the habit of putting it off coz I'm lazy to write. I usually go about my day keeping the fragments in my head. I wanted to write it down, but couldn't. Lastly, the dream sequence that I keep in my head was reduced to just one tiny scene. What a waste.

People in the lucidity forum said that the more things that you do the second you woke up will affect the dream memory. For example, if you hear music and try to sing them upon waking up, when you hit the snooze button also can effect it. So they say, keep a dream diary by your bed so that can easily jot down what happen in your dream.

I can't do that coz I will end up knocking the dream diary off my bed. I'm ganas maaaaaaa? Wacaaaaa.

Hmm what else to ramble? Spin ukm is very lousy la here in my room. Aku da semangat nak wat quiz secara online. Huhu...why is it that when I semangat, nothing goes. But when I'm lazy, everything goes past me!!!???

HUh..I guess that's the way my life goes.

I wanna go and wash my clothes in the machine, but today I got a FULL schedule and I don't think I can go back and selamatkan my bajus in case it rains. And tonite I will go dating with my Unitenians!!!!!!!! WOoooooooo It's been so long la!! Dah nak setahun da tak jumpe diorang. And then maybe I'll go sleepover their apartment! Sweeeettt!

Ahh so excited. Tapi takut there's nothing to talk about anymore. Yelah dah lama tak jumpe, takut da takde momentum. But time makes it a lot to catch up on. So I believe it will be alright! Maybe the pillow talk will be longer than I expected after all. Hahhaa :-)

Ahh tak mandi lagik ni...Argh nanti Awa nak amik, aku lum mandi lak. Ok I wanna go and take a shower to make my chubby body fresh and wangi...hahahaa!

Let the past be in the past.

another thing that bug me

Sorry, I should have written this first...but oh what the hell..

Here goes...

To one of my 'friend':

I really didn't mean to hurt your feelings. The thing that I did was the right thing to do. In fact, me and Awa have thought about it since forever. Actually since our last 'collaboration', we decided that being in a group with you sucks ass. Yep I said that, coz it's true. I think my faithful readers will remember that you brought me so much headaches back when I 'worked' under you.

As you can also remember, there was a time when Awa and me had rebelled. And you were mad at us. And now this. I think you should know by now that we don't like to do projects with you. I don't understand why you still can't see that fact!

OK...maybe it's true that we don't always know what's wrong with ourselves until you look at the perspectives of others. Please do that. I feel that I'm always under stress when around you. You do tend to overthink things. And that habit is not doing you, or even us, any good.

So we decided that it's easier for our heads, to go on without you. It is not that cruel, M...we don't hate you. The lecturer said that we have to work in pairs, but 3 person per group is the MAXIMUM. That means, the ideal number of people in one group is 2 person...kalau terdesak je boleh 3 orang! So we figured that the two of us is more than enough for this very small project. Kenapa nak pening2 kan kepala? Kan senang kalau 2 orang je.

Bottom line is, I'm sorry to do this to you. But I think you will do better with other people than with us...we hurt you before...but you hurt us too. So lets part ways...just be friends. We are still your friends, don't let this come between our friendship. Sometimes we just don't like your attitude towards study stuff. Come on, we don't always love everything about our friends...yet we find what we like best about our friends and focus on that...

Mana ada kawan yang perfect, mesti ada sesuatu yang kita tak suka tentang seseorang tu. Itu la masalah kitorang sekarang.

Please accept our apology :)

Dah jangan stress2 sangat...not good for your heart!

the only thing that bug me

Why is it that when I'm out and about, I think about all that I have to do, assignments to be done, and how I have to start reading my notes...

Yet when I'm actually INSIDE my room, all those thoughts disappear and I find myself doing nothing and actually do not know what to do???????

ARGHHH!!!!

home sweet home

I'm finally home!

At last!

The first thing I did upon arriving was...munching on sunflower seeds!

Reporting from algorithm class: I'm freezing cold.

Can I start a tag??? I stole this from Sue :)


Do you have a sore throat?
~ No...thankfully!

What can you hear right now?
~ my heart

Name three things you did yesterday
~ go to class, eat, surf the net, not doing my thesis proposal...etc

What was the last thing you spent money on?
~ dinner

Plan of this week?
~ balik umah! yey

Do you like the singer Bon Jovi?
~ not really.

What is the next concert you`re going to?
~ nothing...huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

What is your favorite channel to watch on the television?
~ star world :)

Look behind you, what do you see?
~ my bed..wheeeee

What were you doing at 8am this morning?
~ haha doing my thesis proposal! mcm tau2 je..huuu

Can you crack your toes?
~ kinot. kin you?

What was the last movie you watched?
~ The Rocker..but only half way, because my concience kicked in ('don't be lazy la, bender')

Was it good.?
~ Hoohoh kelakar la gak...tp macm 'School of Rock' wannabe.

What grade are you in? If graduated, what year did you graduate?
~ im in 3rd year..senior u know?! I dunno la when grad, maybe 2010. I don't like the sound of that. I wanna grad this year gakk!!

Have you thrown popcorn at someone in a movie theaters?
~ Not yet..

How does your hair look right now?
~ kembang and frizzy...how to change huh? :(

How long till your next birthday?
~ in two weeks time!! i want present now!

What fast food restaurant has the best fries, in your opinion?
~ hmm what else? mc donald la

Do you sing along to the songs you know ?
~ yepppsss!! wajib

Name five things you do on a regular basis
~ eat, drink, sleep, play internet, listen to songs

Do you read often?
~ nope. i read the internets! does that counts?

Who last messaged you?
~ hotlink the spammer :(

Do you think bigfoot is real?
~ haha i think so..

Is there someone you wish would just fall off the face of this earth?
~ jews..

Do you like the show Greys Anatomy?
~ hmm, i almost liked it, but it seemed too 'pathetic'

Are you ashamed of your childhood?
~ nope. but i sure wish for more adventures :)

Who are you thinking about right now?
~ nak tengok movie ke tanak ye..

Who was the last person to call you?
~ mystery number

Do you think you`re good looking?
~ not really..but good enough :)

Are you cold right now?
~ tak sangat...nyaman je.

How is the weather outside?
~ cam nak ujan la dong

Have you ever had a broken heart? If so, how`s your heart now?
~ hmm no, never had the chance to have it broken

Is there anyone who you love more then anything in the world?
~ yups

Do you have a facebook? If no, then why not?
~ i have! but now tak layan sgt

Do you do surveys often?
~ tak sangat...kengkadang je.

Do you have a best friend?
~ yes

Do you hate it when people ask you question about the war?
~ Yep. But my circle of friends dont like to talk about it thankfully

Are you interested in politics and what`s going on in the world?
~ nope. i dont dive a damn about politics..but i do care about the world

Where is the next place you`d like to go vacation?
~ port dickson?? at this time, anywhere other than home and uni can do!

Name one of your fears:
~ heights, fear of falling, fear of insects,wormies,spiders etc

When you go to the theaters, do you buy food there? If so, what do you get?
~ popcorn yg wajib..sumtimes kopok

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
~ 6 hours

Is there anything bothering you right now?
~ sakit tengkuk...tade lagu...

Where is your sister right now?
~ i dun have a sister

Is there any songs stuck in your head right now? If so, what is it?
~ The Dance - Charlotte Martin

Have you ever worked a double shift?
~ never

Have you ever felt like/have run away from home?
~ yep, but never get around to actually do it

Last encounter you had with a police officer?
~ tak penah...aku orang baek

Did you answer any of these questions with `I don't know`?
~ I don't know.

Tag: kaybee, jerm, and everyone!

selfich

At lecture today, I saw my classmate's laptop. It looked shiny new. And I never seen her laptop lke that before because as far as I can remember, her laptop is big like mine, not small and shiny. So I said to Awa:

Me: Eh, Syud ade laptop baru eh? Cantiknyee...huhu
Awa: Betul la..bestnyeee macam ringan je dia pegang
Me: Tak macam laptop aku, gedabak giler. Aku teringin nak beli laptop kecik. Ringan jek.
Yan (menyampuk *hehe*): Eh, tapi ko punye yang Compaq tu bernilai tau. Orang nak lagi, orang cari tau laptop yang cam ko punye tu. Tahan lama. Kalau trade in pun masih laku lagi tau..
Me: Owh yeke?
Awa: Memangla. Compaq hardware dalam dia sume ori...susah nak rosak. Ko ni, laptop ko tu dah banyak berjasa kat ko tau. Nape nak tukar lak?
Me: *Tersengeh cam kerang busuk*

Betul gaks apo diorang cakap tu. They are so right. Why do I need to replace you, Lappie? I also dunno. Maybe I didn't realized that you have done so much for me after all these years. Tak bersyukur sungguh!

Sorry, Lappie...huhuhuhu :'(

It's amazing what a single song can do to you.

This song made me convert from listening to Incubus all day...to listening to this song all day.

That song is called The Dance, by Charlotte Martin.

Seriously, shortly after my last post, I'm hooked to this song.

And it stays with me till today.

It started when I was looking for songs to add to my playlist.

I searched Charlotte Martin, expecting to find all the songs that I already heard before.

But this song surprised me.

Oh well. Sorry Incubus...huhu :(

tags? laie

Diambik daripada Jermosh!


1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
Laptop!! Fuds, handfon, bantal peluk, MUSIC..

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
aritu kuar gi Kajang, beli sandals, beg, dompet, baju2 rejectshop...
eh, benda terakhir ye?? tadi aku baru beli nasik utk lunch, rota, nuget, n bun. yup. duit aku da nak pokai rupenye..huuuu

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Kat rumah je...tp gerenti tak muat, so kat hotel pon bleh...hahah ;P

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
tade hubungan pape pon laie..huuuuuuu

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
tak dilamun, disamun cinta hoho xpenah la

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
restoran...aku makan kat bilik je..tempah fud pastu balik bilik, i'm a sad person :(

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
Piano For Dummies kot...yg last skali..huu dah lamenye aku tak beli books

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
nasyariah binti shaharan

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
Dengan mak...i love u mak...ngan papa bila perlu saje..


10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
banyak orang...pendek kata sume orang yang saya admire eg: Tori Amos, Mike Einziger, Brandon Boyd, Ellen Burstyn, Mozart, Chopin, sape2 la yang aku suke. Haha.

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?
8 ke? Imah, Awa, Mei Tee, Yan, Elly, Dee, Jerm, sape laie? i dun have many frens la.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
Yes.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
hmm, mana ye? kalu boleh seluruh dunia aku nak jelajah. kalu tak pegi lagi mana nak tau seronok ke tak??

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
buat masa sekarang, pelukan! :P

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
hmm bestfren Dee, suka berjalan2, best, peramah, besttt, manje (hehe), suke banje aku setiap kali outing ngan dier..hehe

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
1. internet-kalu laju, akulah org paling happy!
2. music!
3. good movies
4. stimulating topics
5. desperate housewives
6. ayam goreng mmm :P~
7. download torrents!
8. fun people!

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
1. "What the funnn??"
2. "okay"
3. "funnnn?!" - singkatan bg no.1
4. "farrrdhey" or "faannndey"
5. "ye ke?"
6. "ooooooooooo"
7. "ehhhh"
8. "alaaa"


18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
1. buku panduan kursus FTSM-haha what?
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. - hahaha wtf? aku takde ape2 buku la kat sini..aku baca bende2 kat lappie je ni :P Cover, cover..


19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
1. Drive - Incubus
2. Caught A Lite Sneeze - Tori Amos
3. Heart Ask Pleasure First - Michael Nyman
4. Blood Roses - Tori Amos
5. Ahhhh aku cam nak tulis sume song by Incubus. All Incubus Songs! I won't get bored listening to 'em all!
6. Up All Night - Charlotte Martin
7. Push It - Garbage
8. Four Walls - Charlotte Martin

Susah nak choose 8 jer..sbb rite now aku suke dengar lagu Incubus je.


19. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
1. study hard boleh meningkatkan pngk
2. working is not fun at all
3. mase study ni la satu2 masa untuk enjoy life
4. i'm not good working as a group
5. deadlines are my motivations
6. belajar php mysql..haha
7. ikut cakap mak..she's always right :(
8. lucid dream, but i still haven't achieve it yet

20. Mari men'tag' 8 orang lain.
sape2 yang nak wat, silekan ye..jgn malu2..heh

tags?

Hi, so now I wanna do my tags. I was tagged by Jerm 2 times...yg tag 'sepsi' tu aku tanak wat la...gambo aku sume tak sepsi pon haha ;P

1. Do you think you are HOT?
hmm...more like cute..hehe :P

2. Upload a fav pic of you
I dun have a fav pic...sowi. But rite now I kinda like this one:


3. Why do you like this picture?
Because I dunno why I do this pose at all! This is the result of extreme boredness at raya time. My bro took this pic :)) I kinda look fabulous nak muntah aku tgk hohoh!

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
2 weeks ago with mak and capik

5. The last song you listen to?
Monuments And Melodies - Incubus

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
listening to the song above ^^ yesss

7. What name u prefer besides yours?
I love my name..so far no one else has it, except the auntie that I was named after lol
I like Amy and Sarah a lot though.

8. People to tag
anyone!! taknak pikir! tak payah pikir la beb..


p/s: Jerm, thanks for the description of me...luv you :)

My roomate is officially IN.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

i dun wan a lomett

Oh no! I has a roomate?!!

Last night, she came busting in without warning, at 12.30 MIDNIGHT, and I was just drifting into sleep. I was so surprised! I thought there was a thief or something. Even if she got the keys, don't just open the door like you've been here before! It's your first time entering this room, it's MIDNIGHT, and you can see my slippers outside the room, so there must be some kinda person living and breathing inside! Can you at least knock first...to give some respect?

On top of that, I wasn't wearing any pants at the moment...huhu could it be more humiliating? At least she didn't bring any man to help her move her things...just her and some woman/girl (I can't see clearly coz I'm sleepy).

I asked her to wait a minute, and I closed the door briefly to put on my kain and remove my things from her bed. Huhhh kelakar betul. And then, she just put her things, and took off! I think she's living in her friends room kot, and just wanted to put her damn things here. I thought she was moving in fo sho, but till now haven't seen her again.

Dah la tak cakap sepatah ape pon. Apo lah budak ni... :(

I heart movies

List of movies I watched since I moved here:


Alice Doesn't Live Here Anymore - Ellen Burstyn got an Oscar in this. And she was so pretty!



Same Time, Next Year - Ellen Burstyn again...haha I got al Ellen obsession now. But her movies are hard to find on torrents :((



Annie Hall - Woody Allen and Diane Keaton. Woody remained the same, haha but Diane was so pretty!! I'm starting to think all the veteran actresses were once all pretty! Loves :)



Tropic Thunder - Ahhaa this movie is not only funny, but there's some real message here. Great one! Robert Downing Jr is a nigga in this...lol. And Jack made me laugh :P

Heroes S02E01 - Not really a movie, but I wanna start watching it, coz I kinda missed the whole second season, but I have downloaded it now, never managed to watch it yet. I have the whole season two until the current US episode. Yup, I follow the torrent! Now I wonder when will I finish watching 'em all?!



High Fidelity - I reported this one on the last post! Love :))

High Fidelity

Song: Make Yourself - Incubus

I've been watching movies all day. Well, not all day, but that's the only thing that I wanna do today. No mood for anything else.

I had just finished watching High Fidelity starring John Cusack. I really enjoyed it...maybe coz it resonated with me. First, I love making lists. In this movie, it was told in first person, and this person loves making top 5 lists. I was like "OMG this could be my life story!" So true.

Second, I love music. And I always wanted to work in a record store or music store. I also will get excited if someone else loves the music that I love. I'm so excited right now talking (writing) about it!

Third, I think the relationship between the 2 lead actors is very beautiful. And I think that'll be an ideal relationship for me, if I'll ever be in one :) Love... *sigh*

Fourth, I like Jack Black. He always plays this type of roles, but he cracks me up every time! I don't get why people hate him so much. I know he's kinda obnoxious, but he's funny and it doesn't harm anyone...geez...

Lastly, this is the first time I saw John and Joan Cusack in a movie together, and it's so cute! I dunno why, maybe coz me and my lil bro are close too, and I felt the connection between the Cusacks are the same as mine and my bro. Maybe I miss him, a bit...lol.

That's all. My post movie review.

P/s: Wow I made a list! That was unplanned at all! I swear! Well, now you see how my relationship with lists are... :P

This sem, my Uni has installed JARING wireless service. So, I'm currently loving the 24/7 internet in the 'comfort' of my room. Blissssss!!!

Song: Pardon Me - Incubus

Hi...Update time!

I got a room now, I got it on Tuesday evening. And moved in completely on Wednesday. I went to see my project supervisor on Wednesday with two of my classmates as we got the same supervisor. Waited for nearly one hour coz my supervisor is so busy with previous appointment.

Speaking of waiting, I went for another appointment with my supervisor this afternoon, 3.30 PM, and got pulled back by two rather official looking makcik wanting to see her (my sv) too. So I was to wait and give it to them first. And some guy want to see her too, but his urusan is quicker than mine, so he is layaned first. So when I finally went in her room for real, it was almost 4.30 PM. One hour, just like the last.

I wanna know what you guys do with your hands while waiting for a long time? I always got this feeling like I have nothing to do with my hands, and I always look for something that my hand can do to occupy the time. Today, my hands had fun playing with a tissue! I was using that tissue to wipe off my sweat (a hot day today!). And without any warning, I started playing with it. Folding until it can't be folded anymore, and then unfolding it again.

I didn't realized what my hands are doing, and when I did see it, I realized it's pretty fascinating. Hmm to me at least... :)) Almost therapeutic.

What do your hands like to do when they're idle?

I'm back to school,

It's weird to have to study after half a year leaving the classroom. And furthermore, the past month all I did was wasting away at home. My feeling about studying is strongly strong disgusted.

What am I saying? :(~

Dah la nak apply hostel pun susah. Aritu kate bleh daftar arini, tp bile pegi kate dah penuh la, guru besar ader kursus la, kena dtg ari rabu plak la...mcm2!

I hate it!

Sem ni plak kene wat tesis. By end of this week kna antar proposal tesis. Tajuk tesis pon aku tak tau lagik! Waaaaa..kene gi jumpe penyelia plakk,, kalu dia tak setuju ngan tajuk aku, apo aku nak wat? Jumaat ni nak kene antar.

Haih. Baru start sem dah bizi cam nak ape...dahla bilik pun lum ader laie...huh..~