WTF moment

Heya...

I got 12/60 for my Computer Science Theory mid sem!!!! lol

Heck...my score is considered higher than some people. Sheesh give me a break. Possibly the worst score in my whole life! And people are telling me I did good. WTF???

Update n Youtube

Oh my God, I can't believe I just did it again! I left this blog for 15 fricken days! Uhh just when I began to feel enthusiastic about it, I left it again :(

Well this entry is just for the sake of updating. I simply don't have any "major events" to report. Nor have I encountered any amusing stuffs on the internet.

But I love to watch vids on youtube. I'd like to think I'm addicted to youtube. I could start singing the "Addicted To Youtube" song! Even now, I tried logging to youtube even when I'm at my faculty. And I'm in the Faculty of IT...so it's like heaven. But certain labs have slower connections...or the computers don't have flash installed. So it can be quite a struggle.

ooookay...seems like I have a topic right now...lol...youuutubbee...

Many people asked me: Why do you like youtube so much? What do you usually watch there? Ahhh maybe you're watching...*cough* porn *coughh*...

You guys are such a perv! There's many interesting and funny stuff on youtube! The list is endless, people! Don't believe me? Log on youtube, and search for the word "funny". You can find nearly 3 million videos to choose from. If you want a detailed result, you can sort by view count. It's damn easy to find a nice entertainment there. Don't you worry about user made videos, they are usually more funny, amusing, and they're real people! I personally prefer videos made by other youtubers. I can relate to them and they're fun loving guys. C'mon peole, don't just stick to music videos and movie trailers while on youtube. It's much more than that ;)

Speaking of youtube, I'm appalled at why I have 8 friend invites

I don't know why I love to use emoticons these days. Just thought I can give you people a glimpse of what my facial expression looks right now! :)

So, yeah. Youtube rocks! My socks and your socks! Go Watch youtube now!

she was a january girl...SHYNESS?? wtf??

Well lately I have been wondering and discovering more about myself and others. There's so much more to me than meets the eye. So I stumbled upon the birth months kinda lists...most of them are incorrect. But this one is ace. Try and figure yourself!

JANUARY=SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things.
Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned aboutpeople's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations. Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone.
Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

The bolds are what I am. This kinda lists is not always true, but this one is soooo close. This one almost hit me in the head! So if you wanna know something about me, you can read the bolded ones.

I agree on most characteristics, but the most complicated but correct one is "wait for friends, never looks for friends." That is totally true and even I don't realize it until I analyze this list and myself. It's true. All my life, I like to just sit back and relax. Including friendship. I look at my friends, and I don't remember taking the time to introduce myself properly, saying "Hello, what's your name? Can I be your friend?" No. Never! Haha that's quite a revelation. Most of my friendships are accidental...If we clicked, we get along. If we don't, well, I just ignored em, saying hi once in a while. That's how I roll. So now you know. I don't search for friends. I just let em come naturally.


Take a look at other months! -->


FEBRUARY=SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive.
sexiest out of everyone. Areal speed demon.
Has more than one best friend. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does nots how it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Lovesmaking friends but rarely shows it.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy.
Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.
Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way!
Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn inthe most way possible!
Loves to getnoticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices.
Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others.
Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!
Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments!
A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
The best in bed out of MFE these months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottleup feelings.
Observant and assesses others.

APRIL=THUG
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Stand point.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled.
Systematic (leftbrain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination.
Good physical. Weakbreathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. having manychildren.
Hardworking. High spirited.

MAY=LOVER
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn.
Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident.
Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.
Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh.
Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,leisure and travelling.
Systematic. Hot but hasbrains.

JUNE=SEXY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable. Understanding.
Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,leisure and travelling.
Systematic. Hot but hasbrains.

JULY=ATTITUDE
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention.
no self control. kindhearted. self confident. loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to.
has an "everything's peachy" attitude.
likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to beloved.
hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom.
rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone.
stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

AUGUST=FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.
You love to make new friends and be outgoing.
You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie.
Like somebody with an August brithday.
It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection.
When it comes to films, you know how to pick them
and may one daybecome a famous actor/actressyourself.

SEPTEMBER=METAL HEAD
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality.
Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous.
Usuallyyou have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty.
Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others.
Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover canunderstand.

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER=SWEETY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking. Loyal and generous.
Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre.
Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless. Always making friends.
It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun.
Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.

updating

Hey!

Today I went out with Dee and Jerm to find me a new guitar. I'm so excited! I bought it at Yamaha. Thank God there's a music shop at Metro Kajang! It was within my budget and it looks good. I hope I can test it out soon enough. I have absolutely no idea how to play a song. Hope I catch up.

It's great to see them again. I've lost count how many months since we last seen each other. That must've been very long! Got to ride Dee's new ride for the first time, even though it's not very new anymore, heck it's new to me! =) After guitar buying, we went to eat coz they both are hungry like the wolf, teehee.. After that go back home, so sad la. This time outing so quick...tak puas lak.

And I also finally went to Maybank to deposit the money to Mr.Jack Lee for my webcam that I ebay-ed. Lol he had to wait nearly 3 weeks for the money. Luckily he's not complaining. Thanks Dee coz she had to drop me off Maybank first before going home. Leceh la aku ni heheh =)

Well I also realized just now that it's Friendship Day today (according to friends at Friendster). So it's just cool and just nice that we happened to meet each other on this day. It's so cool coz we're not even realizing it.

Happy Friendship Day peeps!!!


(editted coz the cc i was in has no privacy at all!)

dream stuff. proceed with caution.

Warning! The entry below is about a freaking dream of mine. Don't read it if you hate disgusting stuff.

I don't have a particular diary or blog especially for dreams. I just wanna have one main blog. So just bear with me and this dream is quite bizarre, it has never happened to me before. No, I'm not ashamed. This is only a dream, and it's my dream, so I'm not ashamed. If you're ashamed, just get outta here.

Ok so, last night, i dreamt a bizare dream. It involves sex. Yup. Yuppie.

It starts with like a gathering or something, between my family and a friend's family. Suddenly we had a big family (my family is only 4 people including me). And we had a very good time. This friend is a guy, and I did not know him in real life (I swear!). But he's mighty friendly and fun to be with. After the party, people starts arguing on something (can't remember the details), not arguing for a fight, but for fun. They began to play hide n seek (weird!) and running around hiding. Me and my friend here, we don't like the chaos and we planned to hide in one of the small room. And as we're running towards the room, other people starts running towards us wondering where we're gonna hide. And we get there just in time to slam the door to their faces.

And then this guy began giggling and making horrible moaning sounds. I said why did you do that? He said, we just fool those peeps outside that we're in here making love! And I loved the idea of joking around like that. So I began to follow what he's doing. And I could hear those peeps outside began to notice something happening. So we make those moaning sounds a lot louder this time. Now, this next part is the creepy stuff. After that moment, we began to have sex for real! Oh my God, I was so shocked. He's suddenly on top of me, I don't know how he got there. And he's holding me and I was holding onto him too. FYI I've never been in thiin real life or in dreams. So I'm quite surprised. We didn't talk at all during the time. We're just in that position for a long time. The weird thing is, I can totally feel his warmth, the warmth of his hands and his body. WOW it's just so real. After it's all over, we went outside, and those peeps are still there, but they just watched and not saying a thing about it. I thought they would make a fuss out of our behaviour, but they said nothing.

And he, the guy, also avoided me after that through out the remaining of the dream. My parents also said nothing and I sat quietly till the end.

I don't possibly know what the meaning of this dream was. Is this the kinda dreams that guys has every other night (wet dreams)? Can girls have it too?

Just wondering. After all, I'm the kinda person who would fuss about a vivid dream. Often times, it has something to do with my current behaviour or problems.


No Good For Me - The Corrs

I see a home in a quiet place
I see myself in a strong embrace
And I feel protection from the human race
It's not parental
But it's a fantasy, not a reality
And it's good, no, no good for me, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

You have a home, in a quiet place
And someone else feels your strong embrace
She is protected and she needs no chase
And do you love her???
You're a mystery, you are the heart of intrigue
You're no good no no good for me
You have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
No it's no good for me, no good for me

It's a make-believe, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

Through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

update

Hmm Maybe yall didnt know what exactly happened between my last post and my unexpected hiatus. I've never really explained anything coz im a little too carried away by the excitement of music! Hahah.

So this is what happened.

I'm in a different college(residential hostel) now. This one is much bigger and nearer to my faculty. But it's up a hill, and it's on the one end of UKM. And I got a far away block, block F...and on the fourth storey!
That's what I get when I get over confident and didnt apply for college coz i wanna drive here. In the end, I didnt even accomplish the driving lessons and have to beg to enter this college. But it's cool...I hated my last college coz it's close to any place (its on the center of UKM) so buses rarely wait on us coz we can walk ourself.

Plus, i get exercise every day walking down and up the hill.


Okay I'm just trying hard to sound positive. The bottom line is, Nash, just follow what your mum tells you! For some reason, she's always right.

But I love being a rebel sometimes...

Well, my driving dreams didnt come true. I doubt it ever will. I'm serious! Even if I'm not a klutz at driving and passed with flying colors, I still can't drive to school. Coz the damn old car is too old and pathetic to even last a journey. If i'm lucky, it'll last. But I'm very unlucky in life, so it'll probably stall somewhere on the road, and die. And I also die there too.

And if the old car problem is not enough, my parents wouldnt even let my buy a new car. Na ah...no until I'm really expert in driving a car! Well, how am I going to be an expert if I dont even spend time driving around with one?! HUH I dont understand these people!!!

softwares rules da net!

This Semester I had to take Software Engineering. Sounds fun...but so far, it's boring me. Hahaha...But I've bought the book a few minutes ago and I wanna read it like a storybook and I'll place it next to my bed =)

Soooo......

Q: How many software engineers does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Just one. But the house falls down.


Muahahhaha! I don't quite GET it, but I will ;)