Why am I full of crap??

God! How can I forgot about this damn blog?! I only remembered that I actually have a blog...couple of minutes ago. *sigh* How can you possibly forget what you treasure? I effin love this blog!


Well, I guess being at home and just doing nothing did this to me. I have no life outside of this house. I'm sound pathetic. Wait, I AM pathetic, actually. I have a bad taste in my mouth right now. I have no accomplishment, whatsoever. I don't go out. My family bummed me. Huh...I actually sound like me when I was a teenager. I think I'm sinking into that same depression. But with different reason now. Back then, I have tooo much probs to handle. But right now, I have tooo few!!


I really need a hobby. That is not watching tv and surfing the net. I'm tired of that already. Well, the thought of that sure sounds great when I'm eagerly waiting for the holidays. But once it's kicked in...it becomes like a disease. Eg: I woke up at noon, watched tv all afternoon, surfing the net doing useless stuff all evening, eat dinner, and alternately watching tv and surfing the net till 4 AM.


I'M A FREAKIN' ZOMBIE. I FREAKIN' NEED A NEW HOBBY!