Tuesday, July 31, 2007

dream stuff. proceed with caution.

Warning! The entry below is about a freaking dream of mine. Don't read it if you hate disgusting stuff.

I don't have a particular diary or blog especially for dreams. I just wanna have one main blog. So just bear with me and this dream is quite bizarre, it has never happened to me before. No, I'm not ashamed. This is only a dream, and it's my dream, so I'm not ashamed. If you're ashamed, just get outta here.

Ok so, last night, i dreamt a bizare dream. It involves sex. Yup. Yuppie.

It starts with like a gathering or something, between my family and a friend's family. Suddenly we had a big family (my family is only 4 people including me). And we had a very good time. This friend is a guy, and I did not know him in real life (I swear!). But he's mighty friendly and fun to be with. After the party, people starts arguing on something (can't remember the details), not arguing for a fight, but for fun. They began to play hide n seek (weird!) and running around hiding. Me and my friend here, we don't like the chaos and we planned to hide in one of the small room. And as we're running towards the room, other people starts running towards us wondering where we're gonna hide. And we get there just in time to slam the door to their faces.

And then this guy began giggling and making horrible moaning sounds. I said why did you do that? He said, we just fool those peeps outside that we're in here making love! And I loved the idea of joking around like that. So I began to follow what he's doing. And I could hear those peeps outside began to notice something happening. So we make those moaning sounds a lot louder this time. Now, this next part is the creepy stuff. After that moment, we began to have sex for real! Oh my God, I was so shocked. He's suddenly on top of me, I don't know how he got there. And he's holding me and I was holding onto him too. FYI I've never been in thiin real life or in dreams. So I'm quite surprised. We didn't talk at all during the time. We're just in that position for a long time. The weird thing is, I can totally feel his warmth, the warmth of his hands and his body. WOW it's just so real. After it's all over, we went outside, and those peeps are still there, but they just watched and not saying a thing about it. I thought they would make a fuss out of our behaviour, but they said nothing.

And he, the guy, also avoided me after that through out the remaining of the dream. My parents also said nothing and I sat quietly till the end.

I don't possibly know what the meaning of this dream was. Is this the kinda dreams that guys has every other night (wet dreams)? Can girls have it too?

Just wondering. After all, I'm the kinda person who would fuss about a vivid dream. Often times, it has something to do with my current behaviour or problems.


No Good For Me - The Corrs

I see a home in a quiet place
I see myself in a strong embrace
And I feel protection from the human race
It's not parental
But it's a fantasy, not a reality
And it's good, no, no good for me, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

You have a home, in a quiet place
And someone else feels your strong embrace
She is protected and she needs no chase
And do you love her???
You're a mystery, you are the heart of intrigue
You're no good no no good for me
You have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
No it's no good for me, no good for me

It's a make-believe, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

Through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

Thursday, July 26, 2007

update

Hmm Maybe yall didnt know what exactly happened between my last post and my unexpected hiatus. I've never really explained anything coz im a little too carried away by the excitement of music! Hahah.

So this is what happened.

I'm in a different college(residential hostel) now. This one is much bigger and nearer to my faculty. But it's up a hill, and it's on the one end of UKM. And I got a far away block, block F...and on the fourth storey!
That's what I get when I get over confident and didnt apply for college coz i wanna drive here. In the end, I didnt even accomplish the driving lessons and have to beg to enter this college. But it's cool...I hated my last college coz it's close to any place (its on the center of UKM) so buses rarely wait on us coz we can walk ourself.

Plus, i get exercise every day walking down and up the hill.


Okay I'm just trying hard to sound positive. The bottom line is, Nash, just follow what your mum tells you! For some reason, she's always right.

But I love being a rebel sometimes...

Well, my driving dreams didnt come true. I doubt it ever will. I'm serious! Even if I'm not a klutz at driving and passed with flying colors, I still can't drive to school. Coz the damn old car is too old and pathetic to even last a journey. If i'm lucky, it'll last. But I'm very unlucky in life, so it'll probably stall somewhere on the road, and die. And I also die there too.

And if the old car problem is not enough, my parents wouldnt even let my buy a new car. Na ah...no until I'm really expert in driving a car! Well, how am I going to be an expert if I dont even spend time driving around with one?! HUH I dont understand these people!!!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

softwares rules da net!

This Semester I had to take Software Engineering. Sounds fun...but so far, it's boring me. Hahaha...But I've bought the book a few minutes ago and I wanna read it like a storybook and I'll place it next to my bed =)

Soooo......

Q: How many software engineers does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Just one. But the house falls down.



Muahahhaha! I don't quite GET it, but I will ;)

musical madness

Last night i went to my co-curriculum class (mind you, it's a class). If I didn't take this class, I can't graduate! So there you have it.

Anyway, I went to our second class. I participate the Modern Music class. First the teacher wanted to teach us music theory. But then decided to just jam instead! It's so great and awesome, guys! I seriously haven't watched anyone play music live in front of my eyes before. So this is a first for me. It's just awesome. We got drums, keyboard, guitars and bass. And we already have players for each of the instrument! So they jammed a bit...and it's awesome! Whooooooaa I just wanna scream and cheer. Now I know what's the hype all about going to live gigs! It's so fun.

Then, we don't know what else to play...and the teacher starts telling us stuff about guitars. Instantly every body swarm closer to him and hear him teach awesome stuff to us. He then played some chords and the harmonics. He's so great at it, he's fantastic. He said for those who wants to learn guitar, we can bring our guitar for the next class. Wow. I wanna...but I'm not good at it. Heck, even my guitar sucks! I hate my guitar so much for its annoying thick strings.

Hmm I just have to think deeply about it. Hmmmm......