Bday bop

Wah...today is my bday. I didn't get any presents, but I got my bday wishes from my 2 best friends, like sooo early! It definitely broke the record...it's like exactly 12am when the sms-ed me. Thank you guys!

Well, My mum bought me bday cake. Just an american choc cake...I didn't blow any candles though. I felt old...I don't need that now...hehehe.

I wish I didn't have to say this but...uh...

I'm 20!!!!!!!!!!

upcoming 20

Tomorrow is my birthday!!! weeeeee~

And actually it's just 45 mins away. I'm approaching that big 2-0. I'm old. I'm gonna be an old lady in 45 mins. Waaaaawaaaaaaa... no way man?!

In a way I feel like I never wanna grow up. Never ever. I just wanna live in this teenage stage like for forever. I don't wanna grow old...I wanna be free and trouble-less for the rest of my life. But what am I to do? Everybody gets older...which reminds me of the song Landslide by Fleetwood Mac:

But time makes you bolder, even children get older oh, I'm getting older too..

So I just have to accept that fact. But I think what's matter is what you are on the inside. Age is just anumber. What's important is how I feel about myself. And I will always be a tad young and teenager at heart...

Yeah babey! ;-D Happy bday to me!

late nite crazy mumbling

I really should be sleeping, and I wanna sleep, but first I wanna do some blogging first since it's been a while.

Tomorrow is my data structure lab evaluation day...I didn't even finished it yet, coz, typically me, I don't know how to do it. But at least I tried searching for the solution on the net thru google...but nothing has anything specific. They're all not the same as my lab assignment, which is taken off DS Malik's textbook. I'm beginning to think that most of the world didn't use that book, or maybe the book is lousy. Argh wat am I gonna do?? Erm...I'm just gonna have to look around the next day at other people's to see if they know the answer. But just in case, I've copied a bit of what I found in google search on my file. Just in case...to show that I've tried...at least I showed some effort, right?



And I wanna go an hour early, so I can have a look around.



This semester, it's data structure that bugs me. And it's actually still c++...coz it's a part of c++. The HARDER part of c++! But I actually feel the need and urge to try and master it this time, instead of just laying it down and ignore it till the final exam. I really feel that programming must have the fun parts in it...or else why humankind even bother to create it? So now I'm going to find the fun. I found some forums about comp. science (yayy!) so I can hang ut with CS students like me. N I downloaded 2 c++ books off the net. All is good, but I have to study frequently lah all those stuff. Make myself useful and less lazy...I HOPE.



And....



My roomie is not back yet from hospital. Um didn't I mention it? Yeah she got admitted to HUKM like 4 days ago. I did visit her last saturday with mum and my bro...she seems fine, but weak. And been told that she had several attacks there too...I guess she's getting it everyday, and that's why the doctor didn't allow her to go home yet kot...Hope she's ine and nothing bad happens to her. So I'm alone in this room. Sure it felt very quiet and lonely...but I got a strange feeling that I quite like it. I like to be alone sometimes. I like it. I'm not very scared or anything, except when there's some strange noise...and that's where the laptop come in handy. I usually blast some songs to keep me occupied. HAHAHA...



Yup...I'm getting sleepy by the minute...my eyes!! I can't open it! Arrgghhhhhh...you're killing me!!!



Papai...*lands on pillow* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...

hopefully lovely lonely whateverly

hi y'all!!

Classes today are very tiring! And in the case of english class: boringness to the MAX!!!
It's class like this that makes me hate english...which I don't...I love english! Why can't english teachers make interesting things in their class?


Tomorrow is not packed like today so hopefully I'm happy tomorrow lah.

I just discovered that online forums are kinda fun. Fun when you got nothing better to do. Like what I did when I was waiting for english class. Fooling around the net at the lab for 2 hours. Phewh! try jiwang org or as I like to call it, orang jiwang...hehehe.


Lallalala I don't have anything else to talk about...

I'm starving! I wanna eat! I malas nak kuar malam ni! Macamana nak makan if tak kuar beli???

today tonight

Well as I predicted, Imah and I didn't go to shopping today as we planned. Only reason is coz her mom didn't deposit much money into her bank acc. Can you believe it, her mom only gave her RM50?! How's that for wanting to shop? She can't even get a rice cooker! So she decided to wait for PTPTN loan...which is probably next week. I'm disappointed, but I don't really got anything desperately important to buy anyway. I wanted to buy a printer for my dear lappie coz I need to print like a gazillion of notes and future assignments. And I've been meaning to buy insect spray to KILL all ants in my room, but they're gone (well most of em)...so I'm alright. The ants have been bugging me all week!


In another story, my roomie had her epilepsy attack for the first time since she came to my room. I was scared! I've never seen an epileptic episode before, though I know what it is through other people but never seen it happening. She's already asleep then (she slept early everyday) but then I noticed her shaking and moving about in bed. At first I thought she's just having a dream or nightmare...but it became weirder as she's twisting her body and her position on the bed is opposite from the original sleeping position. And rolled off the bed. I panicked don't know what to do. I called next room, asked for help. And soon after some helpful people come to help and wardens too. I'm so glad they come to help me! Coz I feel so helpless. She had 2 attacks...PBSM (first aid peeps) assisted her on the second attack and monitored her pulse.

She's quite alright now.. *looks over* Yup she's TRYING to sleep..doesn't seem very comfortable there. I asked if she wanted to turn off the fan, but she said no. Alright then, my job is to look after her lah. I just wish she's alright till morning though...I just can't handle anymore STUFF today.


P.S: My former roomate evil keniving yati drop by (that's soooo her) to see what's going on. I don't know why but in my eyes she seems to like seeing my mate here suffer. She comes and annoy me saying "poor you, nasha. poor you. poor you." in bahasa kelantan. Nanya nasha...hahaha nasha nanya muu... Huh she's sooo stupid. How can she say that whn someone's sick? I think only heartless people thinks that. If I don't know better I would think that she's missing out on me or something. It's like she's tryina make me guilty for not having her as my roomie. It's like, instead of her, I got some crummy sickly roomie instead. Well yati, I've never met anyone as sick minded and thoughtless as you do. And if I were to pick, I will absolutely pick Zila rather than you! Sick or not, epileptic or not. She's easier to deal with at least!


***Nanya = naya = difficult, poor to you. Which I do not feel at all. Only she feels it. Coz she's one bitter bitch. :o/

planning is gooode

The internet connection today is quite amazing...continuous since afternoon up until now. I love it sooo much. But I didn't blog at all coz I really have run outta ideas on what to blog anymore. Tomorrow I have only one class and Imah planned to go to Warta to go shopping after class. I hope it went as planned lah...jangan tak jadi sudah! This week was soooo boring I need to get out and live a bit. Even I wanna go home this week also...coz I need to go home. I need to take care of my hurting toenail and get my maggi mee that I forgot to bring last week...and also to wash this week's clothes. Haha actually I had more reasons: I wanna take photo; lotsa photos of me my bro and mikey and whatever to finish off the film roll and to go develop the finished roll that has been that way since like forever. And download some The Sims 2 stuffs and some more music (my lappie is too slow to download stuff here).

So okay...that's basically my mission this weekend. Gotta follow my plans carefully this time coz I tend to not tooo...wahhhhh! Hmm what else..

Oh I just remembered...

Why does my sims 2 game always crashes?!!!

Ggggrrrrrrrr...and 3 times in a row!

boring-y first classes

It's my first day of coming back to 'school' for semester 2. Kinda boring...my feet hurts...I've not been active...go figure. And I'm kinda scared coz all my courses this semester looks sooooooo damn hard and complicated! I hope I'll survive this semester like I did the last. And maybe up my pointer in the meanwhile.


UH OH newsflash...my roomie had just fainted at the foyer. I feel bad...and weird. There's nothing I could do...she's sick, but she insist on getting around and 'merayap-ing'! Hope she's okay...Man, she was just now chatting happily with Imah and me...and now? So unpredictable...

oh God!

back home

Due to my extreme boredness at the hostel, I decided to go home. My classes will only start next week, so What's the point of staying if I'm gonna just sit around and sleep in my boring room? I'm sure gonna die outta boredom...and I can't even watch tv or read anything (I forgot to bring along some books and mags)! So here I am: at home with my family. And with the tv and internet access and mags and nice foooood.
Of course, I'm going back on Sunday. This time I swear I'll never forgot to bring my mug, the thermos, and lotsa mags and my unfinished novel. Umm and not to mention lotsa snacks!

return to the asylum

Hey guess where I'm at rite now? Huh where? hmm??

Wey...I'm already back at UKM and my college and I felt I'm gonna die. Originally I came back since yesterday already, but the damn internet connection wasn't available. I kept on trying, and trying but nothing also. The CC is closed. Aarrrghh!! And just as I lost all hope for the glorious internet...I tried once more an hour ago and it joyously connected! Miracle! To tell you the truth, that wasn't some case of internet addiction on the rebound, but I really need the net to find out about my courses this new semester and whether or not they started class yet. Checked it just now and it just happens that the add and drop is today till next week. And only classes start on next week. Phewwh! Thank God...I thought I'm the one who's blur about this.

More surprise?!! I have a new roomie! My last roomie (who I dread so much) got placed to another room. This is because this new roomie is from another college and she got an illness that need her to stay in my college as it's nearer to the clinic. THe clinic is just next to my college. So the college management sent her to my room (i'm at the ground floor) so it will be easier for her condition. I just hope that she's better than my last roomate...hopefully. And so far, she's quite okay lah...
Speaking of her, I'm beginning to worry. She's not here...she haven't came back from class...(or wherever she went, I dunno anything) And it's 2 AM already!! Wonder wht happened?

2007

Happy New Year everyone! 2007 has come and we say goodbye to boring old 2006. Hope this new year is much better than the last...At least I hope so for me!


Well don't bother making any resolutions if you know you're not gonna do it! I learnt that every year and now I don't even want to make any goals for 2007 ever!