-Exam Induced Hiatus-

I'm panicking.

Tonight I finally brought myself to study. And guess what? I'm overwhelmed!






The words mean nothing to me! Exam is on Tuesday! Help!

I think I need a night to stay up all night on. I seriously cannot study during the day! Have to cook, do the laundry, all the housewifey jobs. And more importantly, I can't concentrate with the tv on. Hmm...


Well, the truth is, I read my notes on the laptop, as I didn't print the notes. My own laptop is not working right now, so I have to rely on the home laptop, which my brother always use during the day. Aaanndd, I also run a bunch of torrents on there! So there! I have to keep the laptop here on the most uncomfortable place in this house where the internet connection is, so that my torrents can continue to download. Gosh how I wish I have wifi in the house.


Okay, stop whining...


I will TRY to wake up super early tomorrow, so that I can start studying. I need that starting momentum thingy. Starting is always the hardest part in doing ANYTHING. I need to start immediately, or I won't even start at all. I will consume as much coffee as possible so I can survive tomorrow! Yeah!!


"Yoda: Do or do not. There is no try."

I can't believe that I was comatose for about 1 hour on the uncomfortable couch. I don't remember anything, and I slept the full one hour without being interrupted and waking. I'm not usually like this, I'm quite the opposite - I'm restless! This incident kinda hurt my ego a little bit! I'm becoming my mom! To think I criticize her all the time for falling asleep EVERY TIME she sits there...

Ha ha.

After that incident (witnessed by my bro and my mom who actually has came home from work without me noticing; how embarrassing!), I went to take a shower, and then I landed on my bed, and doze off for 4 more hours and woke up at 11.30PM! I don't know why I'm so sleepy.


Oh! Yea, I think it was because I woke up at 6.30AM and stayed awake till the evening without rest. Yeaaa that's it. I'm not used to being awake for that long. I even thought the events this morning happened yesterday, ha ha!


So now, I feel kinda fresh. I don't know if I wanna stay up, though. 90% chance I'll still go to sleep and become wasted.

:P


(also, I ate my dinner at 12am so I dunno how my body would react to that lol)

Ay!

QTI test is over!

Ain't the test supposed to be on the circuit AND the road? Metro Driving is like that, but Perfect somehow skipped the road part, and I did only the circuit. Not that I'm complaining, I hate the road part..(outside drivers are so mean!)..but..yeah, it's the part that I was scared of the most, and can't get out of my mind for weeks, and yet I didn't get to do it. Ha ha! So it's like I'm nervous about nothing!

Um, yeah, I passed. But the "mountain" part, (lol) needs a little polishing. I got behind the line once, and dead engine once. I guess I was forgiven, coz that's the normal mistakes people do there. Parallel park, and 3 point turn I passed with flying colors :)

So that somehow made me eligible for JPJ test. Already?!

Ha ha. It will be on 10 Nov.

Breathe, Nash, breaaaatthheeee...

I am so tense!


p/s: I am secretly glad there's a lot of em who's more hopeless than me (i'm bad, but i can't help it). Nash, you are not alone.

Hello! Quick update:

I'm at home right now. Surprisingly I don't feel the urge to write anymore. Well, I'm usually that way whenever I'm at home. (not bored enough to make me write)

Next week, I only have one class (hopefully my last class for this semester) on Monday, then I'll be back home till exam week. Assuming I won't have anything important to sort out next week (eg, pre-registration for next semester).

Made an appointment for QTI driving test next Thursday. I'm kinda nervous because I haven't practiced for like 3 weeks. I'll try to assure myself not to worry too much from time to time. I'll live ;)

Hmm...what else...

Yea my lappie is still sick. I feel like smashing that thing on the floor! Yet I won't be bothered to actually bring it to repair. Too much fuss...I'll just let it be for now.

Okay that's it for now. I have to go to bed...hope I can get up early tomorrow! Early bird gets the wormies!

Here's the deal: My laptop suddenly act up all funny while I was watching some youtube videos yesterday evening. I was very surprised, coz I wasn't expecting that at all. You wanna know what happened? Well, the screen was shaking and all layered up like it was shivering! I don't know what caused it! At first I thought it was a virus, but I doubt a virus can just disturb the screen and not the hard disk/cpu/whatever. Maybe the graphics card is broken? I dunno what's the matter!


So now, it is still doing that shaking thing. It's hard to write/type while the screen is shivering. I can barely read something...it's only a matter of time till I got a headache. But I managed to watch a movie last night, but of course the screen makes it really annoying. So um, I guess I won't be writing for a while. Well, I'll be home on Thursday so maybe I'll update by then.

Taaaataaa!

I won't go to Midvalley this week. I am very broke right now, even the ticket price of commuter freaks me out. So, I have to restrain any shopping temptations. I'm sad. I swear books and makeups will be the death of me! I can't stop buying them!


...Just a quick entry before I go out and buy lunch...

Um, just so you all know, this is my 300th post here on blogger! Woot! Nah, I'm not celebrating...I don't feel like celebrating this time... :)

But, in a weird way, I feel pretty accomplished. The fact that I had wrote 300 entries is exciting! I think this is the greatest accomplishment right now. I feel such a failure every day, so this is something to cheer me up...

....

Anyway... (say this the way Ellen says it!)

At class today, I went uber late! I was probly 40 mins late, lol. I could've just skip the whole deal, but it will be such a waste (today is Monday and peeps who read my past entries will know why). AND...lecturer said something about wanting to discuss the MIDTERM questions. Okay seriously, what?!!

"THERE WAS A MIDTERM EXAM AND I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT?!"

"Obviously...Nash, you're a moron!"

Right above is an actual conversation I had with myself right after the lecturer's statement.

How could I miss my midterm exam?! It's okay if I do bad in it, at least I'll have marks! But skipping it all together? Argh I'm gonna kill myself! No wonder it doesn't make any sense if this subject didn't have a midterm, coz the lecturer didn't take attendance, no labs, only 3 assignments...so where will the marks go? It's impossible that the final exam will be so heavy with marks. Usually finals only counts for 50%. Oh my GOD what have I done? (what have I NOT done, actually)


UGH so, now I have to just wing it, and try to avoid failing! I would be sucha looozer if I fail this class AGAIN!

I am currently trying to drink coffee. Well not right now..but during this period. Over the weekend I bought a coffee from Tesco called Gold something, and I wonder what's up with these Gold labeled coffees? Nescafe have one, and I'm pretty sure every brand has one GOLD. What does it mean? Anyway, I noticed that Tesco coffees have the level of strongness. And I was definitely curious about that. For one, it's a spiffy label to give the idea on how strong the coffee is. But I don't know my tolerance towards coffee yet, so I chose level 3, which is medium strong. The scale is from 1-5, FYI. And I must say, it is quite strong for me! I drank this on Saturday night (quite a silly move, coz I'm not trying to stay up on a Saturday night!!) and sure enough, I can't sleep up until 5am. And it would been longer if I hadn't done something dramatic in bed...lol. I'm pretty impressed. I didn't bring it to the hostel, as I didn't have enough props here such as a kettle, a mug or spoons...I don't have sugar or creamer to add to the coffee, bla bla. Too much hassle.


I think I see myself as a tea person. I believe people can be categorized as tea or coffee person. It's not that I don't like coffee, per se, but I just don't drink it often. Usually I only start drinking coffee when exam season comes. I just drink it for the caffeine I guess. Hmm, I don't think coffee tastes bad to me, it can be extremely yummy! I love the smell of coffee. My dad is an avid coffee drinker. He prefers those Alicafe no sugar added coffee (he's diabetic), and can take up to 5 tall mug a day. There's either no caffeine in those, or my dad have a very high tolerance for caffeine that it doesn't affect him anymore. He's always sleepy despite all that coffee!

Well, back on topic. I think I don't really like the after taste. Coffee has this acidic aftertaste on my tongue afterward and that made my breath stink. I don't like anything that does that, Milo does that too, and I hate it. Some teas have that effect too, such as Lipton. Green tea is nice. I love Mate Tea. And the ultimate thing that I hate about coffee is the way it made me feel inside. No...not emotionally, ha ha! Emotionally I feel great. But my body always aches after drinking coffee. It feels like having fever, but minus the hot and colds. After experimenting for a bit throughout my coffee drinking experiences, I figured a solution to the prob. Um, not really solution, but it really lessen the aches a lot. I have to eat something before drinking coffee. Preferably something heavy, at least a bun or samich, and then I can proceed with the coffee. So, for those of you who had problems with coffee, you now know what to do!

Coffee entry, end!

Went to a wedding today at Galeri Shah Alam. Kinda upset it was not mine... Ha ha just kidding!


I don't know the bride and groom, coz the groom is my mom's coworker's son. No matter anyway coz I love going to weddings. For the free food! Yum the nasi minyak there was so delicious :D Can I have this caterer do my wedding? Tee hee!


Anyways, I wanna talk about this in my blog. My mom's cousin was there at the wedding too, coincidentally coz her husband works at the same company as my mom. And she has her daughter with her. And I don't know her at all...how terrible am I?! And the girl was gorgeous...I feel bad to say this, but I really like to look at her. I wanna get to know her. I feel very attracted to her. Argh! What is this? I must be out of my mind! FYI, she's kinda at the same age as me. I wanna know where is she studying at. Argh, I just wanna get to know her! She's so gorgeous!


I am very confused right now. I hate it when I get lesbian tendencies!

I decided to skip class all together, at the very last minute, 12.00PM.


Tee hee!


Although, I can't help but feel bad, very bad, for my decision. I'm bad at making decisions. And the easiest of all decisions is to just run away from my problem.


Dang it, I stayed here till Thursday, and I skipped the Thursday class! I could have gone to my driving school to take the dreaded QTI test. Dammit they said that after 8 hours of learning, I have to take the test first before proceeding. And the test is only available on Monday and Thurday. Dammit, dammit! I have classes on both days dangit! How am I supposed to take the test? I can't skip class right now coz exams is coming up (yet still, I am doing it right this moment, big duhhh). Monday class is important - Computer Science Theory - coz I've failed this subject a year ago and have to repeat it. So I really don't want to fail again. The Thursday class - Graphics Programming - is boring. I really don't pay attention at all as the lecturer is so boring. My mind just went blank while sitting in his class for approx. 2 hours. Sure, I don't wanna fail, but if the worst happens, I can take it again next semester...which I really don't wanna, but who knows what's gonna happen.


About my driving test, I dunno when I'll be able to take it. I just hope I don't forget all the lessons that I've learned though. I need to practice!

I need to call the school for clarification. And after that, I have to tell mom so that she wouldn't nag me and think that I don't wanna learn anymore.

>:-(