Monday, July 21, 2008

oooooo

I'm so sleeeepy!

My supervisor surprised me tadi! He came back from Indonesia and straight to the office! Nasib baik I'm not playing computer games...nor watching vids about raving and shuffling...at tha time I was just listening to music (can't remember which) and I was wearing headphones.

Tetibe je ade bayang orang yang menakutkan kat belakang aku. Muahahahaaaaa...serammm!

Thank God my work is done and no problem whatsoever. And he said well done! Good effort! Waaaaaaaa I'm over the moon!

Ps: Don't tell anyone...I asked someone over at the forum how to do it. heheh but not as if I'm copying! I asked someone to TEACH me and point out my mistakes. And thank you Rahul from the FusionCharts support group for teaching me!!

rajin ke malas?

What's the definition of happiness?

I can't seem to define happiness. What is happy? When I smile, I'm seem happy...but inside, I'm not. Not REALLY.

I don't like Mondays. Therefore, I'm not happy today. But today my supervisor is still on leave, so I'm kinda happy. Hmmmm it's mind boggling.

Note: Mind-boggling is officially my keyword now...after 'disturbing'.

Wahaha...I'm in a random mode today.

So in order to begin my quest of happiness, and finding what happiness in purely is, I bought a book called Happy For No Reason! Hahaha yep! I got self-conscious and thought that other people around me surely thinks I'm a sad person, what with my boring looking 'neutral' face expression...

But I'm not really a sad person. I love to laugh and smile. But looking back on my life, I can't seem to define some moments where I felt extremely happy. Experiencing happiness in its most basic and natural form! I don't have that. And I really wanna feel what it feels like.

So...

I dunno yet when I'm gonna read that book, and finish it...Haih so many books, so little time!

Ok lah...I may be updating a couple or more times today, whenever I feel bored with this crap work. Ok bye babies!

Friday, July 18, 2008

what la dis update

Gosh I seriously need to shave my legs! Argh I've been putting it off since last two weeks of short sem! And now it's like paddy fields down there! Wawaawawaaaaaaa....

Side note: if u notice, i deleted a post...for security reasons..weeeeeeeee~

Thursday, July 10, 2008

I'm a great programmer

Lupe nak citer...Awa dari smalam dah kena transfer gi wat keje kat TNB rebung tu. I'm officially left alone here with kakaks and abangs yang suka menyakat...hahah...but dah second day macam ni dah okay la. Smalam lagi lonely giler...aku dok mengadap skrin pc jer. Macam nak termasuk aku kat dalam pc tu.

And mission aku untuk belajar and cuba buat graph guna php and Access da berjaya!! Yay!! Aku happy and bangga giler ni. Baruuuuu jer siap. Tapi my work has just began...not ended ye. This is just testing using FusionChart's database, not the real project. Tapi best la dapat FINALLY figure out all these programmingkinimajigger. Lega giler! Bangga pon ader gaks coz aku tak penah jarang-jarang dapat run program dengan jayanya. WOoooooooooHoooooooooo!

Ok lah aku stop kat sini...adush gatal tul lah kaki aku kena gigit nyamok yg bongok. Hari2 kaki aku jadi mangsa! Bawak spray nyamok kang, baru tau...

Hehe enjoy music!


Edit: Aku lupa nak gitau (lupa lagiiii), yang aku kena take over keje JPS Awa sebab dia dah jaga projek TNB. So sebab tu la aku kena wat graph tu. Aku kan da penah citer yang aku amek projek DMS company, tapi skang aku kena jaga dua2! Mampos pale otak udang kering tul lah...ok I shaddap now.

Yang penting aku cuba and be confident and happy..

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

just had to do this

Wow. Whew..
I never thought I can cry to this music! It's just too beatiful for me to handle. I just found this and immediately wanna blog about it.

I've always liked Yanni's music, but I've never heard this one before. In fact, just now I was searching for the violinist, Samvel Yervinyan, not Yanni! Hahah! But this is so beautiful la...no words already. Only tears of happiness and sadness...How the piano and violin weave together and becomes one...haih. Listen for yourself.

Could this be the start of my New Age Instrumental period? After weeks of strictly Tori Amos music? Hahah...we'll see!

Lonely

My best friend and fellow workmate, Awa, is not coming...huhu. She has to go straight to TNB office to discuss about the project. Why must they send her there??! Why??

Now I'm by myself, doing my work in this small office. I hope she'll be back soon...so we can lunch together.

All this because she told the boss she drives to work.

Bak kata Kak Ieta: Sah-sah la kene gi wat keje luar!

Monday, July 07, 2008

Is this what it's all about?

Haha!

So I didn't update during the weekend as promised. Typical... :)

Now I'm practical-ing. Have to develop a system...Document Management System for my company. I chose this one over the other, which is Jabatan Pengaliran dan Saliran's online system: fetching the data from JPS's database and then display them into graphs. I have no idea how to do both, but the sound of graph making sounds complex to me. Hahaha what the fun...both also I dunno, but I will try la.

What else ah? Lately I'm so blur...must be because of work. I also sleep early every night, not because I have to wake up early the next day, but coz my eyes hurt so much! They will throb and become red as soon as 10 PM! So that's a warning that I should get to sleep right away. You can imagine that I have no life after returning from work. Eat dinner, watch some tv and then iron my baju then terus tido.

Aghhh lepak betul la, tak sangka keje ni penat gak walaupun dok atas kerusi sepanjang hari. Patutlah orang keje selalu complain penat lepas balik keje...memang penat pon!

Friday, July 04, 2008

as you're transitioning

So...

I finished third sem. Yahoo. But I started practical...huhuuu.

At first I was really excited and nervous about the whole thing. But now I realized that it's not fun at all! I have no clue that it would turn out the way it did. No idea.

And I feel really dumb rite now. As if I'm useless. And I've always felt like that in classes, but now in this office, the feeling is much more severe. I feel helpless, coz the projects are sooo tough.

I will continue later over the weekend, or later this night. I can't write comfortably right here and now. So, see you very soon...