the dreaded

To kickstart my blogging career(for the umpteenth time), here's what I did since I stopped blogging due to busyness:

In order of occurance:

I now wear ladies shoes for the first time in my life. I found my size when I least expected it, and bought it on the spot. If you know me, you'll know that it's hard for me to find big ladies shoes. It takes a while for me to get used to the feeling of wearing bounds wrapped tightly around my foots. But now it seems normal(for someone who never wore this kinda shoes before). I still walk like a giant tomboy btw. With feminine shoes. *laughing slowly*

Work is like hell for me. I'm sorry to say that, but it is hell. I would never wanna work again if this is the real experience of working. But I still have faith. I think it's just this company...it sucks real bad. Other companies I don't know, but judging from my Mom's company, I guess there's hope. I wanna work there someday...or not. I dunno. Maybe I won't work at all? Hmm...let destiny decide.

I hate my boss by now. There's no stopping me. I hate him!!! I wanna quit!!

Yeah I just read back my last 'real' post...about my supervisor and feeling over the moon and shit. I just wanted to puke after reading that. I felt so gullible...he's not that sincere. In fact, I just think he wanted to use me to do this project. And when the got the pay, it'll go to his family and they all live happily ever after. Meanwhile, I on the other hand, is smashing my head against the wall to solve this project. And my salary? RM150 a month. Can you imagine how I feel? Do you feel what I'm feeling rite now? I think I have a very valid reason to be pissed about this.

HUH enough about work and this shitty company. It just makes me feel mad all over again, when I was supposed to be in a happy mood today.

Hmm...what else did I endure these past few weeks?

Yeah!

Me and my Mom enrolled into a slimming course in Keep Slim center! Wahh this is big news! I dunno what hit her, but suddenly one day she said that she wanted to send me to a slimming center, seeing how I don't have any time to exercise and everything. So ...Keep Slim is having a promotion at IOI Mall, and it said first session for just RM29.90. She is very interested in it and the promoter asked for both of us to enroll. My Mom is a lil bit chubby too and agreed to 'temankan' me to do the treatment. And the promoter arranged an appointment for us two. And the rest is history. It's been 1 1/2 weeks now, and last Saturday, I lost 2.3 kg. Yay! My Mom lost 2.9 kg, slightly higher than me. LOL I wanna beat my record for this week's weigh-in. On Saturday I didn't undergo the treatment as I was having my period...only my Mom did the treatment. So this week, I have to work solely on my diet to lose weight, without any help of the treatment. That means that I have to double my dieting efforts.

I wore a thong for the first time during my first session. Waaaaaa what an extremely embarrassing moment that was! Me, alone in a room with the therapist and 98% naked. I never wanna wear that thong again. Thankfully she said that next time I can bring extra panties and I don't have to wear them thongs anymore. What a relief.

So I'm 2.3 kg lighter, and that's a good start. If I keep it up, I'll be losing 40 kg by December. What an interesting thought to ponder all of the time. It makes a great motivating thought too.

So I think that's all that's happened to me. The mundane things have been edited out due to laziness, and I'm sure you don't wanna hear them.

Bye for now. I think I'm ready to blog more frequently. So see ya laters!