the bored dreamer

Alright, I guess this is the time to write about this.


The recent passing of Yasmin Ahmad.


What do I think of her?


Well,


"She's a radiation of joy and positive energy."


While I don't always like her movies...I think she meant well. It's just that I can't really relate to her stories, and I know a lot of people can't too. So now, maybe, maybe I'll try to watch her movies again to see if my perspective has changed since she passed away. It's crazy, does it take someone to die in order for us to understand that someone? I've never ever known who she was, up until she died, and tv shows about her just popped out outta nowhere. Baru sekarang nak tribute la, ape la. Astro siap bukak satu channel khas untuk dia! WTF!


I'm not pissed, of course. I'm just annoyed about this fact...and I'm doing it too. I just realized that life is too fragile! She was having a meeting when she collapsed, and the next day she's gone! Argh!


Sorry this post has turned into a rant...sorry. All I wanna say is that, Yasmin Ahmad is a brilliant person and a very good daughter. She makes movies just to entertain her parents. I know I could never be her in respect to making my parents happy. I feel guilty that I burden my parents so much. I don't know why, but somebody inside of me just had to rebel. Degil, taknak ikut cakap mak bapak.


Um...so...yeah...it's raining now...huhu