Tuesday, July 31, 2007

dream stuff. proceed with caution.

Warning! The entry below is about a freaking dream of mine. Don't read it if you hate disgusting stuff.

I don't have a particular diary or blog especially for dreams. I just wanna have one main blog. So just bear with me and this dream is quite bizarre, it has never happened to me before. No, I'm not ashamed. This is only a dream, and it's my dream, so I'm not ashamed. If you're ashamed, just get outta here.

Ok so, last night, i dreamt a bizare dream. It involves sex. Yup. Yuppie.

It starts with like a gathering or something, between my family and a friend's family. Suddenly we had a big family (my family is only 4 people including me). And we had a very good time. This friend is a guy, and I did not know him in real life (I swear!). But he's mighty friendly and fun to be with. After the party, people starts arguing on something (can't remember the details), not arguing for a fight, but for fun. They began to play hide n seek (weird!) and running around hiding. Me and my friend here, we don't like the chaos and we planned to hide in one of the small room. And as we're running towards the room, other people starts running towards us wondering where we're gonna hide. And we get there just in time to slam the door to their faces.

And then this guy began giggling and making horrible moaning sounds. I said why did you do that? He said, we just fool those peeps outside that we're in here making love! And I loved the idea of joking around like that. So I began to follow what he's doing. And I could hear those peeps outside began to notice something happening. So we make those moaning sounds a lot louder this time. Now, this next part is the creepy stuff. After that moment, we began to have sex for real! Oh my God, I was so shocked. He's suddenly on top of me, I don't know how he got there. And he's holding me and I was holding onto him too. FYI I've never been in thiin real life or in dreams. So I'm quite surprised. We didn't talk at all during the time. We're just in that position for a long time. The weird thing is, I can totally feel his warmth, the warmth of his hands and his body. WOW it's just so real. After it's all over, we went outside, and those peeps are still there, but they just watched and not saying a thing about it. I thought they would make a fuss out of our behaviour, but they said nothing.

And he, the guy, also avoided me after that through out the remaining of the dream. My parents also said nothing and I sat quietly till the end.

I don't possibly know what the meaning of this dream was. Is this the kinda dreams that guys has every other night (wet dreams)? Can girls have it too?

Just wondering. After all, I'm the kinda person who would fuss about a vivid dream. Often times, it has something to do with my current behaviour or problems.


No Good For Me - The Corrs

I see a home in a quiet place
I see myself in a strong embrace
And I feel protection from the human race
It's not parental
But it's a fantasy, not a reality
And it's good, no, no good for me, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

You have a home, in a quiet place
And someone else feels your strong embrace
She is protected and she needs no chase
And do you love her???
You're a mystery, you are the heart of intrigue
You're no good no no good for me
You have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
No it's no good for me, no good for me

It's a make-believe, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

Through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

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