what a weekend.

Argh I can't seem to start writing coz I'm busy looking at other sites...heeehh.

So much happened since my last update. So I'm gonna tell you about them briefly. I hate writing long, long posts. I find it uninteresting.

I watched Se7en finally! Gosh! It is not as scary as I'd imagined. I almost regretted that I put off seeing this movie just because I thought it was scary and gory as hell. In fact, it's nothing! I've seen far worst! Sorry to say that. But the story is great. I love it. I'm kinda disappointed that it did not scared the hell outta me like I thought it should. And I have this stinkin feelin that I've read the book la...back when I was in Form 3, I remember seeing the book adaptation in the library. But I can't remember whether I borrowed it or not...hmmm. I felt like I know what's going to happen, not because of it's predictable, no. This movie is quite twisted. But I somehow have fague memory of it, like a deja vu or something. Maybe I DID borrow and read that book...coz at the end of that movie, I kinda know what will happen. And at the end is some wicked twist! You must watch this movie to see the twist, it's amazing! But I think the best twist ending ever is the ending of The Usual Suspects. I begggggggg you guys to go see it. The twist in The Usual Suspects is mind-blowing! Like baaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmm!!! Argh I dont make any sense...haha I'm overwhelmed by the greatness of that ending! Go see it! If you want, ask me, I'll send it to you! Arrghhhhhhhhh!

Okay enough already, Keyser Soze!

The performance went well. Though I was bloody tired of rehearsals and the concert itself, I had a blast. Being with my bandmates, great friends! I love you guys...I'm sad that this is going to be the last time we're gonna sit together and jamming at the UKM studio. No more seeing the guys jamming various songs...I love to see them jamming. So cool. Although I thought I messed up the most during the performance, I still hope we get good grades for it...probably an A maybe? Hehehe...It's been a LooooooNGGG time since I got an A in anything. Pathetic loser...

Never mind the grades! I had a great time and for the first time I felt an adrenaline rush from performing on stage. Hey doing back up is also performing right? I was nervous the whole time...but when upstage, the light was sooo bright and there's a smoke machine dispersing smoke all around us, it makes it hard to see the audience, therefore making me less nervous. It's like the ostrich syndrome; if you don't see them, then they're not there. Hahahah...But my friend recorded us performing and she said the main camera focused on the back ups too...hehe I'm so embarrased. The main camera is the pro cameramen's camera, which projects the recording onto a BIG screen. So there ya go...everyone saw close ups of my zitty face and chubby cheeks. GREAT. :'(

That's all about the performance. Next, I went home on Sunday. And go shopping afterwards. And my mom bought me a new hand phone. What??!!

Yeah that's right. I got a new mobile now! Arghhhh! I still can't believe it myself. Can you believe it? Let me explain how I got it.

We were eating at A&W...and then I was feeling really chatty and talk so much with my mom and bro. Maybe because I'm still excited and adrenaline still in my body from previous night. And then, my bro went to wash his hands after he finished eating his burger. And then he came back and told me "You know what? I think we're the noisiest here, you know. I heard your voice very clearly when I wash my hand right there". And my mom agreed with him and said how every one will stare at us whenever I argue with my bro in public. And then I stew. I decided to become mute. I was so affected by what they had just said. You know why? I felt embarrassed too...because at school, every one says that I'm too quiet. And now, I'm the noisiest?? What bullshit rite? And at that moment I became really cranky. And a couple of minutes later, I quarreled with my bro again, and I lost it and my voice is high again, and people are staring at me again! I wanted to shout at them "What U LOOKIN AT??! Asshole!", but I won't. I never would.

Next thing I knew, I let out my feelings about the effect of my mom and bro's remark at my voice. And the other next thing I knew, we're at a mobile counter, coz my bro wanted to buy prepaid. And I don't know what I said after that. Suddenly my mom wanted to buy me a new phone. Maybe I was complaining about my pathetic old phone...I dunno. I don't seem to have a memory of what I said that makes my mom agree to buy it. To cut this already long story, I got the phone. Yep. I will post a picture to you guys when my mom comes back from work. Use her phone to snap a pic of my phone.

You know I hate to burden my mom? I seldom ask for luxury things. Even at that time, I remembered asking her "Are you sure, mom?" coz I'm afraid I'm burdening her. But she said sure. My bro want one too...typical. And then she said, "Hey I bought you a watch last week, rite. No asking for more!" So I guess she's feeling sorry for me coz I never begged her for anything this past few months. And my bro is the opposite. Every other day he will ask for something. So I guess she wanted to cheer me up. I appreciated it very much. And I still can't get over how easy it was this time...I've been wanting a new phone since last year. Peer pressure and all. All my friends seem to afford having a nice mp3, camera phone. And now I have one too...hehe.

Okay that's all I guess. Looks like this is a long entry after all. I can't control my fingers from telling all these stories. So now I'm gonna go cook chicken soup and stir fry vege for lunch. Adios amigos y amigas!