blahhhh wekk

I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel.

This guy is extremely boring. Something has to do with a) time difference, and b) he's always (seemed) busy.

Then he said he wants to give me laptop, chocolate, gold necklace, etc. Asked me for my address to send them to. I don't think those sorta gifts are appropriate for me, who had been only chatting for a week. Not even chatting, just hi, how r u, have u eaten, r u busy, that type of talk!

I don't know if I can trust him. I asked him "Can I trust you? Don't do anything stupid with my details" and he just said, "why would I do that? I'm not someone in the third world country to do that sorta thing".

Huhh...in other words "Lu Pikirlah Sendiri"

How can I believe him? His pictures looks like it's taken from some celeb website, he sent me poems everyday (about the same old thing). Wanna look at one he recently sent me? Here:

Hi my lovely friend

How was your last night?
Hope you slept well
Because i know God will surely made
You that because your his number
He think of your the most precious one he will not
Abandon bear it in mind he love's you
Well I wishes you today all your plane
Will be success what ever you
Touch will turn to gold
Enough favor big expatiation.

I wanted to thank you,
But I couldn't explain,
What it means to have a friend
To share life's joys and pains.
It's good to know our friendship
Is one of endless devotion?
Forged out of respect
And every kind emotion;
It’s patient and forgiving,
Never failing or forsaking
When a hand is outstretched
Or a heart is breaking;
It’s ever faithful
Even when the world condemns,
And sparkles in the darkness
Like a rare and precious gem.
And it does my heart well
At the end of the day
To know you'll never be
Farther than an email away.

I can't tell you how much,
Your friendship means to me,
But thank you, friend!

Bye take care of your self
My regard to your family
And friends say hi to them all.

Imagine you receive poems like this every single day...

I want to vomit now.

At first, it seems very thoughtful, like I just wanna go "Ahhhh~ ♥"

But now, it's so boring! Furthermore, 'friends'. Does he seriously think a girl just wanna be friends?? When he's looking for a girl in OKCUPID?? A DATING SITE!!

I don't wanna be just friends!


GOSH!

*end of rant*