the bored dreamer

Sometimes I feel that it's good that I didn't update this blog as much as I wanted to.

Because when things didn't happen as I wrote it would, I won't have to go back and explain why.

Thing is: I was so close to having freedom. But my dream was shot down by a string of unexpected events. I did not frantically write about this when it happens and I am actually glad I didn't.

So I guess I will be stuck here for a while.

No hope for me anymore.