empty cage

These are the thoughts...

I got a quote...

"You're just an empty cage, girl, if you kill the bird" -- Tori Amos

the truth lies between the 1st and the 40th drink

Well it's been a week since my last post. Not in the mood for anything the whole week. Except for lying around and listen to classical piano by Maksim.


Yup...out of the blue, I'm so into Maksim right now. Without any catalyst...not even Dee. I discovered it myself, while I'm wondering of what other songs can I download from Frostwire...and I thought...Maksim would be nice. It's been a while since I heard him.


So...yeah. I'm currently addicted to piano. Anything piano. The guitar part of me is slowly fading into nothingness. I love the piano! Love love lovey! Anyone care enough to buy me one? A little keyboard too will be sufficient...huhu...


It's very exciting to watch these pianist play their 'weapon'. They're so full of life and energetic...and nothing in this world can get in the way. I'm watching Tori Amos go piano shopping right now...she's soo great, even shopping for piano she's still great. Gets me pretty psyched and more desperate to buy one! I want an 88key keyboard please!


Erm...okay. If you're interested in anything that I just said, please contact me...I'll be good. ^-^

in his gallery, i froze...

Wow...looks like the 'losers' of American Idol aer on the rise now. Aside from Chris Daughtry, guess who else? It's Mario Vazquez from American Idol 4! Currently I'm so in love with his song, Gallery. Although this song is from a guy to a girl, but I really enjoyed singing it. Really really! I cried once while singing this song, would you believe it? I can't even believe it! Well the lyrics are not that deep, but it's the combination af the melody and lyrics that go on so well made this song so beautiful.


I would love it if a guy sing this song for me...heheh coz I'm quite attracted to money, y'know?


Wanna download? I know you wanna.
Mario Vazquez - Gallery


God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul?
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you?
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cause I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul?
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you?
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cause I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cause I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cause I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
Just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

my heart did time in siberia

I've been wanting to write here but I got no chance of sitting in front of a computer up until now! Recently, on the day I was going back to UKM, I rediscovered the band that started me going. I've been a fan of theirs since I was a kid...I was only 10 at that time and actually they are the factor that I'm exposed to english music. Have any ideas as in who I'm talking about? Well, it's the...

BACKSTREET BOYS!!!

AND I'M NOT ASHAMED OF IT! Come to think of it, I've never been ashamed of the Backstreet Boys coz they're awesome...and mostly shaped part of who I am today. Yup I'm serious. And I still remembered what a bopper I was with my mates, Nadz and Nabila. Nadz was the most goofy one, she's obsessed with Kevin and Howie..yes she's greedy..and would dance along to "I want it that way" and "Larger Than Life". In front of my mum and aunt, mind you! And as for me, I was initially introduced to BSB (cehh) by Nabila...and she OWNED A.J! I loved A.J the most as I remembered, but what to do? He's Nabila's...so I choose Brian. Brian is such a cutey...but actually I liked A.J for his cool attitude. Well, Brian has the most amazing voice (tome, at the time) and in my opinion, he's the main reason why BSB's songs are such a big hit with gals...I mean, we can melt. I MELT hearing his voice...can break your heart too...haih...

To tell the truth, I never stopped loving them and being their biggest fan. But at this time, it's kinda hard to stand by something that is not in anymore. People mock you and call you teenyboppers. Truth is...I hate those generalizations. When I start discovering them again on youtube, I realized what I am in those days. I LOVED THEM! I'm OBSESSED! I kissed Brian every morning! I'm not lying, it's true. And when I heard he's getting married, my heart broke, and I cried. But over time, I learned to accept it and even typed out a wedding invitation for him and Leighanne...yup I still remembered his wife's name...and he had a baby called Baylee...man, those were the days. All the memories come flooding back to me.

The only thing that I'm mad about them is that they never do a full concert here...damn u guys! You did a full one at Singapore, but never came a little bit north to Malaysia? Damn..And I once wrote a letter to Brian, wishing him to get well soon after the surgery. And he never wrote back...so sad. I love you Brian...why didn't you write to me back? Huhuhu...

Nevertheless, I'll always be their biggest fan and will be there through thick or thin. Lets bring out the new album already! And it's official...Backstreet Boys are the biggest boyband of all time! BSB 4eva!

linkie of the day

I discovered this website for imnotokay. It is a very fun game...but you'll get extremely frustrated but you can't seem to let it be. You'll wanna beat the crap outta this game and that's why it is called THE IMPOSSIBLE QUIZ!!! Ha ha! Quoted as the hardest fuckin game on the face of earth...try it!

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/365143

home...is the feeling I buried in you

Yay I'm at home at last!!!

Apparently, Mikey's pics were too big for the friendster...So I don't know what to do about it.


TADAA! He's here! Mikey!!

savin' me

I'm about to upload Mikey's photos to friendster now. He's sooo cute!



Well, actually I don't quite know what to write...Today I'm basically in no mood to do anything. That means, I don't even feel like going to class anymore. I'm just too caught up in thinking about going home tomorrow. Hell yeah, tomorrow...sounds like it's very soon...but actually not. I have 5 hours of class starts from early tomorrow. Sounds just like a boredom asylum to me. And by early, I mean very! 8am!



Well, yeah, I can always skip class if I want to. But in this case, most likely not. Coz this week's classes are pretty important. For english class after this, I have to come coz maybe my lec will give us opinion writing test or something. Data Structure most definitely have to go, coz it's damn important. Tomorrows Computer Architecture, the lec might give us the assignment title and guidelines...maybe a pop quiz will pop outta nowhere. And next, Database lab is important as it will be added to final! Hoooooooooohh...lepak!

So i have no choice then. And my sony black beanybaby has been very awful since two days ago! Arrrrghh why must you buat pasal in my time in need?! It basically make it hard for me to switch between songs, to swich between mp3 mode and radio mode, and I can't even press the up and left button!!! What's wrong with you!



(black beanybaby is the nickname I use for my Sony Netwerk Walkman "bean" coz it looks like a bean and sooo cute. But the quality is a bit kooky nowadays and they won't produce it anymore. So sedih...)

Heya...I'm the fuckin' beanybaby!